I guess you'd say 'what can make me feel this way?' My book!

What's the deal with May 11?  Looking it up, I don't see a whole lot of historically relevant events for that date.  A John Barrymore movie in 1929, a riot at Des Moines University the same year over modernism and evolution, death of a union activist in 1914, the death of Pitt the Elder in 1778, birth of a son of J.S. Bach in 1715, a 1685 execution of Scots who didn't submit to King James, a 1682 riot in Moscow taking over the Kremlin, the first known performance of Shakespeare's "A Winter's Tale" in 1611, Columbus leaving on his fourth voyage in 1502.

The oldest two events I found are the ones that are most-possibly relevant, but it's just an example of why I don't think anniversaries for things like this are relevant.  You can find something on any day so it's not that big of a deal, and it's probably more a celebration of something that was hidden by our rulers so that the peasants would never know.

But in 330, Constantine dedicated the brand-new city of Constantinople on this date, moving the capital of the Roman empire over there, and the most possibly-relevant event, in 1310, many of the Knights Templar were executed for heresy.  If you want to believe in conspiracies, there's the place to start.

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I'm still paying some attention to Guns'n'Roses and am amused (if that's the right word) of the defense some people have in the band's sole owner's productivity.  What kind of example is this?

In 1977, Frank Zappa went on the radio, told people to get their tape recorders ready because he was going to play an album he couldn't get released any other way.  He was in a bunch of lawsuits and wanted the album released.  It was done, he wanted people to hear it and he could get back to writing, recording, releasing and touring for music, not to mention running his own music company.  He also had a wife and kids who he probably spent time with.

If Axl really wants people to hear that they have a pussy full of maggots, he could have done something like that over the last few decades.  But that would be too much like work.  Zappa had to actually get dressed and go to the radio station, Axl could just text an employee to post CD2 on Youtube or Spotify.  Who's going to stop him?

The album Zappa played on the radio was "Läther."  Warner Bros. released them as "Zappa In New York", "Studio Tan", "Sleep Dirt" and "Orchestral Favorites."

That's right, Zappa wrote and recorded four albums worth of material because he wanted out of that record contract and when that wasn't working, he put them on the radio for free.  That's what you do if you want people to hear your music.  No one will ever accuse Axl of making music he wants people to hear.

In the 1960s alone, Zappa recorded and released more albums than Axl ever has.  Zappa's first album came out in 1966 and he died 27 years later.

Just a couple months earlier in 1977, Queen was getting ready to go on tour, so they wrote and recorded a bunch of songs for a new album, including some of their most popular songs ever.  They just did it and moved on.  Granted, they weren't as rich and famous as Axl, or as old, but they all still had the willingness to do something and the desire to let their fans hear their latest work.

It's not hard to find examples of bands that just write and record a song a day, but they want to make music.  Axl doesn't.  Nothing to show for all these decades and soon they'll end.  Lisa Marie Presley spent her life in mansions and still recorded and released more albums in the 21st Century than Axl, even though he's several years older than she'll ever be.

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So by the time you read this, this month's booklet should be finished and available on Amazon/Kindle.  I've been putting out this pamphlet every several days and then at the end of the month, I release a collection that's been organized and edited, a booklet that represents the month.  Get a few months of these together and I can release an even more-polished collection as a full book, exactly the sort of thing I've been doing for all these years.

It really is fun to be doing these.  Obviously I would like to bring in lots of money but it's also important to put these ideas out to as many people as possible.  We need to get a resistance movement going and if I can help spark something, that's good.

This isn't what I intended to do as a write all those years ago when I started.  I wanted to do comic books.  It started with company-owned characters but I've done about a thousand pages of my own.  I was very good at pacing and layout so it's still possible I can find a competent artist and tell them 'do this, do a better job than I did.'

If comics didn't work out, I wanted to do music.  I recorded quite a few albums, but I was never any good at that, so you'll never hear them.  Even if I gave my work to a competent band, at best they'd be inspired to come up with their own ideas.  Maybe I'd get a little credit and money, which I'd be fine with, but even that seems unlikely.  I finally gave up music a long time ago.  The best I can say is that I definitely have a work ethic, given how much of it I did.

If comics and music didn't work out, of course I wanted to do prose fiction.  I've written a lot of stories, the best of which have been printed in a few of my books, most notably the novel Life and Polonia.  That's what started me on this path now, where I started collecting all the non-fiction I had also written about pop culture, the war on terror, history, so now I'm finally stuck with current events.  There's more of them happening every day, but that's quite a decline considering what I wanted to do as a writer.

So now I'm trying to get as much done as possible in whatever time we have left and I don't expect it to go anywhere.  And that's all my life is worth.  Thank God I'm able and willing to work, who knows where I'd be without that.

□ [“Millionaire Bernie Sanders Charging $95 A Ticket For Event Where He Tells You Why Capitalism Is Bad"]

He's promoting a new book which is *not* available for free.  For one thing, he has to realize that this can only be used on the people who are stupid enough to fall for this and wealthy enough to have the spare money in the first place.  Poor people are excluded.  People who won't pay to hear how great communism is won't be there.

For another thing, at some point these people must be consciously aware of their own hypocrisy.  Bernie could give the book away for free, he could give his speeches for free, he could get rid of his mansions, that would all be more in line with the beliefs he wants to impose upon everyone else with him in charge.  To an extent it's believable that they would keep themselves ignorant of what they're actually doing but at some point you'd get too old and rich to be able to deny this.  So why are they doing it?

"Lust for power" doesn't explain everything.  He wants to live in the ruler's mansion, ok, but he already lives in multiple mansions.  Just to be in charge he'd have to comprehend what works for his rich lifestyle and what needs to be changed.  Or somebody has to understand that, otherwise he's just as much of a puppet as Biden and can be replaced without any difficulty.

Maybe "lust for power" combined with collectivism.  An individual who lusts for power would be openly going after power.  More likely, they'd just focus on whatever they're interested in and other people could go their own way.  But a collectivist sees nothing expect the collective who, naturally, don't agree with them and need to be forced by those in power.  They deny it as much as possible, but as individuals, that means obtaining their own wealth and power to use against others.

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□ [“Biden as He Grabs Reporter’s Hand: 'The Covid Emergency Will End When the Supreme Court Ends It'"]

One thing leftists get away with is saying something utterly stupid like this and yet there is a legitimate reason to wonder if they're talking about something on a deeper level.  What does the Supreme Court have to do with anything, much less that they'll decide it in three and a half months?  Are you saying the pandemic could be over right now if the Supreme Court makes this magical decision today?  How do you know what their decision-on-whatever is going to be three months in the future?

Maybe this is just an excuse to seize more power and by May, we'll be at war or they'll have imposed some brand new virus on the world and have an excuse to keep seizing power.  Perhaps he overheard his puppetmasters say something about the court and he's just babbling.  To us, it's incoherent nonsense, but to his owners, he's giving away classified information to people who aren't authorized to know that.

He already ignores laws passed by Congress, why would he treat the Supreme Court differently?  The position of POTUS has always been viewed as dictatorial, which is probably true but has been enhanced by the modern media.  FDR, JFK, Clinton and Obama all expanded their power and were adored for it, while Nixon, Reagan, GWB and Trump were hated for doing much less of it.  They want the dictator, they just always think it will be one of them, and project their own desires onto their enemies so they can complain.

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□ [“Zelensky Sent Out Government Decree to Destroy All Info on Hunter Biden’s Metabiota Company on Same Day as Russian Invasion"]

He doesn't need to check with the legislature to make sure it's legal or see if they have any interest in the data, he just gives the command and that's all it takes?  And Democrats support this?

Is that what Russia's invasion is about?  They want to know the details of Hunter's business interests in Ukraine?  You'd think it's similar to the ones he had in Russia, but maybe there's something different about these.  So Russia would have turned around eleven months ago if they'd gotten ahold of that, but it's what Zelensky wanted to hide, no matter the cost?

Say, how dangerous can an invasion be if this is the first response?  Did Stalin order Lenin's files destroyed the day Germany invaded?  Did Saddam order Faysal II's records erased when the US invaded?  How do you decide nothing is more important about this invasion than getting rid of evidence of *something*?

Well, in this case, Zelensky specified the Anti-Plague Institute along with an Institute of Health and a Ministry of Health.  What was going on in early-2022 that would make those relevant to Hunter's business interests?  I guess there will never be accountability, that's always the case, especially when you're fighting Russia.

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□ [“Hunter Biden Threatened To Withhold Assistant’s Pay If She Refused To FaceTime Him For Sex"]

Who's releasing these files one or two at a time?  They're totally believable but gimme a break, just drop them all.  Because frankly they could be entirely fake.  Who's going to believe that Hunter's a stupid idiot who demands sex with his employees?  Ok, let me rephrase that, what proof do we have that this information about this particular employee is accurate?  Also, is she hot?  What's her phone number?

This just comes off as propaganda, doing it this way.  If there's really anything worthwhile, put the info out and let everybody make what use of it they can.  Or, pretending for the sake of argument that this is all verified and truthful, the government could shut you down any moment and not only would the rest of us have nothing to go on, we don't even have a clue who you are so it's not like we're missing anything.

Yes, there are relevant reasons to keep such details hidden.  It's possible there are also reasons to release it piecemeal like this.  But we need some evidence that any of this matters to anybody and you're not providing any of that.  Drop the pose, there's no time left.  At this point, it looks like everyone who wants to destroy us is united all across the world and show no signs of losing in the slightest, much less being out-right defeated.

They have their servants in place, they rule everything.  I can keep urging for a resistance movement and that's about it.  If one ever happens, victory is not guaranteed.  The chance is better if we stop pussyfooting around and actually have some direction, some goal, something to rely on.  As it stands, we have nothing, which is how our rulers want it.

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